Friday, 30 March 2012

Less than a week to go

Cold feet or not, I have stuck with the diet and doing no drugs is a blessing. No forgetting and remembering. Since my last blood tests came back good for calcium, I have given up 7 tablets, well I am actually having 2 a day as I am having hardly any milk products just now I thought it wise (hmm not the best sentence in the world, think a comma would it improve it but don't know where to put it!!).

The grumpiness of adapting to the diet turns into acceptance and in a lot of ways, probably a more healthy diet. Certainly involves cooking more which in it's own way is quite therapeutic. It's amazing what one can do with a chicken and it's bones - seems like an endless cycle.

We've had a poorly week for my beauty but there was no way she was going to miss school even though I think she would have been better off in bed yesterday!

Not too much to report then really, am hoping to find a companion to go to the hospital with me next week, better get on with that.

Sculptures progressing, still very exciting, though I am carefully ignoring the two large ones. One is hanging around in the front room precariously balanced on the coffee table and the other is two rolled out slabs languishing under a bed upstairs! Guess my reluctance is all around the "will it actually work" scenario and the fact that it will be fired in someone else's kiln, for good money and what if it all ends up as a slumped mess - egg on face etc. Got to get my bold, go for it attitude on and keep the faith, so far everything else has worked out, so why wouldn't this. Giving myself a quick pep talk here!!

Right the day is young, sun not shining today but it has been a glorious week.

Earlier in the week I cleared away the brambles round my heart, metaphorically and been opening it to God. For me this is so much more comfortable than thinking in my head, certainly the way forward for now.

Love to you all
x

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