The end - no, no, no, wait...

Don't go, well not just yet.

Done the ops, had the treatment, that's it then?

Can't thank everyone enough for all your prayers/good vibes/support. I have known, sensed, experienced God's love through this all and received many rich blessings.

Think I broke the record for the number of visitors to the RBH "prison" in the 48 hours I was there and by the time it came for me to be escorted down to the medical physics department for my whole body scan, there was only one blue over shoe left for me to wear! The scan man had to go searching for more so that I could tread the corridors without radiating the floor!

I didn't read a single book, watch a single DVD or video, didn't write my book, didn't draw any pictures, or even really just "be". I watched telly, kindly funded by my PC friend who took me in and took me home after and chatted to my lovely friends and family who braved the lilac "prison", dutifully wore the blue overshoes and learnt how to close and open the motorised lead lined door whilst I sat on the opposite side of the room. Ah, I did do the local newspaper crossword and 2 sudokus!

I have been home for two days now and feel particularly ill. Not sure exactly why, think I have a nasty virus with cough and perhaps the rest is due to the fact that it is now 2 and a half weeks since I had any of my T3. Tomorrow I can officially start this again but I think I may cheat and start at 11.30pm tonight. I can't bear feeling this ill and just to join me, my beauty has had a high temperature all day too. So please keep us in your prayers as we both get back to full fitness.

Getting back to the second line of this post though, I do feel that it's all over, the cancer I mean and I trust that God has it in hand. I won't know for sure if this is the case until I have been for my follow up appointment on Wednesday 30th November when I get the official word from the results of my whole body scan.

So onwards and upwards! It's the only way. Not sure when I will post again but will put a link on facebook as I have been.

Thank you dedicated family and friends

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